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today i was thinking. i'm very happy with my life right now. probably the happiest i've ever been. now before you diagnose me as bipolar, hear me out.

as my real life friends (arguably the only ones who really matter anyway) know, this blog is but one side of me. this blog is therapy. i rant here so that i dont carry any frustration over to the other facets of my life. and largely, it works. plus, i think ranting is funny. and i love funny.

dont mistake this as an admission that anything on my blog is fabricated--i assure you it is not. i do despise my school. but i largely write about the bad stuff here, while in reality i attempt to make the best of it (which i admit, is quite taxing at times...or damn near impossible). after all, who the hell wants to hear about how i enjoyed my time in the cafe with my coffee doing the crossword? or the 5 minutes before class i spent talking and laughing with my friends? no one. or at least, not you. not random readers.

so really, you should be thanking me. and you're welcome. but i love writing, and i love this blog. and i plan on writing for a long time to come. but i was thinking, perhaps i'll post about different types of stuff now and then, just to mix it up, and preempt any "cheer up, emo kid" comments people might think of dishing my way. i assure you that while i do the cutting, it's never to myself.

i've just gotten to the point where, although i still think ranting is funny, i'd like to explore other areas, and write about other things too. life, philosophy, whatever.

and with that, i'll end this on a high note. see how i bring my posts full circle? you love that.