Confessions of a Litigious Mind

The random, irrelevant musings of a law school graduate.

Thursday, September 21, 2006

one of those days, they're more frequent here

i'm sick of pennsylvania
i'm sick of repetitive days where nothing of importance ever happens
i'm sick of having tons of worthless shit to do
i'm sick of unintentionally pissing people off
i'm sick of reading a bunch of shitty blogs by people who think they are clever and funny
i'm sick of being bored despite long to do lists
i'm sick of hating 99% of the people i see everyday
i'm sick of pretending i like them
i'm sick of the law
i'm sick of people who dont have a sense of humor
i'm sick of obligations
i'm sick of being somewhere i cant stand
i'm sick of people telling me the year will go by quickly
i'm sick of my shitty apartment with a shitty shower and shitty heat i cant control
i'm sick of worrying about stuff
i'm sick of having anything less than 100% control of my life

posted by josh @ 9/21/2006 01:40:00 PM

9 Comments:

At 9/21/2006 2:18 PM, Blogger Brancibeer said...

Now thats the spirit!

 
At 9/21/2006 2:48 PM, Blogger sadielady said...

replace your state with my state, and ditto.

 
At 9/21/2006 3:37 PM, Blogger law monkey said...

you think it's going to be any better once you're working? talk about not being able to get away from idiots.

but, on the whole, ditto the following:

i'm sick of repetitive days where nothing of importance ever happens
i'm sick of having tons of worthless shit to do
i'm sick of unintentionally pissing people off
i'm sick of being bored despite long to do lists
i'm sick of obligations
i'm sick of being somewhere i cant stand
i'm sick of worrying about stuff

on this last point -- "i'm sick of having anything less than 100% control of my life" -- you have a lot of control. you can't determine where you'll work, but you can at least be sure that you don't have to work where you don't want to. come on, dicta -- TAKE control. :)

 
At 9/21/2006 4:05 PM, Blogger josh said...

right, but i've made some commitments that i must follow thru on. you cant just quit some stuff once you've started and decide you dont like it. when i can start anew, i'll have 100%. where i want go, what i want to do, etc. as long as i'm stuck in this fucking place until may, there are things i cant.

i can control what i do within this mileaux, but once i agreed to be here, i'm stuck until may 2007. i cant wait to put these wasted 3 years behind me.

 
At 9/21/2006 11:33 PM, Blogger law monkey said...

:( hope you feel better soon.

btw: mileaux is a great word. i almost forgot it existed! thanks for reminding me about it. :)

 
At 9/22/2006 12:47 AM, Blogger josh said...

thanks, i do feel a bit better. a nice talk with the little lady always helps.

and mileaux is a great word. i enjoy it.

 
At 9/22/2006 11:35 AM, Blogger LauraDorf said...

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At 9/22/2006 11:37 AM, Blogger LauraDorf said...

ooh sorry - i prematurely posted, there should be an "edit" choice on blogger for your own comments, i digress...

The grass is always greener when you water it.


That said, I've been trying to "water my grass" (let's not take that in any unintended dirty way today, because I'm not in the mood)for the past few months, to no avail... I still feel trapped, annoyed, far from the people who matter, frustrated, underappreciated, and underpaid.

 
At 9/22/2006 11:41 AM, Blogger josh said...

laura - that's why dominique and i are here, to make you smile/happy! february will be here before you know it, big tuna. :)

 

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